What can i do if i don't believe in any and I'm forced to believe in one ?

i don't believe in Cristian's god (don't think someone is watching me in toilet or something ...) , don't believe in devil and angel thing , don't like to believe in Ma-slam religion ( to many no's ) , don't want to believe in Buddha ( legs will hurt ) , i would've continued but i think u got my point - I'm an atheist. but the problem is that I'm forced to "believe" in Apostolic Church and i cant protest ... now my question is how can i make me believe in it not "believe" ?